Epiphany

For clarity, this is the definition fo epiphany I am targeting,

1. sudden realization: a sudden intuitive leap of understanding, especially through an ordinary but striking occurrence

I was going to wait probably a week later to blog about this, but I want to just get this off my mind now and clear some mind-boggling items off my mind and perhaps yours. If you follow through with what I'm blogging about then I guess this blog will be significant to you, if not, there's no need to read further, not that important anyways. But by saying that, I probably sparked your curiosity, so read on if you like.

Today, I met someone and despite being initially shocked in that instance of acknowledging the presence of meeting this someone, I wasn't totally surprised as I had a feeling you birdies would have something up your wings. Well, in all honesty, the way this person spoke, acted, and even looked were all pretty similar if not exactly like what you guys had described and showed me before. Though, listening to a bird's perspective and being told what someone is liked, or even shown what one looks like, is all very different in comparison to a first person experience. I just found it pretty bizarre how everything falls together like puzzle pieces. Its like not knowing or seeing the whole picture of what that puzzle will look like based on those smaller pieces- until they are all put together that is. So I felt that way after digesting all that had occured in that brief occurance today, but I feel no different than I had prior to seeing this puzzle accomplished.

Since the introduction of this person a few months ago to the frequent mentioning of this person, I've been questioning myself. Questionings about my thoughts, and if those thoughts were because I wanted to actually feel that way or because of all the birds chirpping around me about this someone and always bringing this person up in our conversations. Though I'm a pretty bubbly person and may take things lightly as I often smile and laugh, sometimes, I do find it annoying and I actually wanted it to stop despite liking all the things these birds were chirpping about and doing in regards to this person. Is it actually possible to be annoyed by something you have an interest in? That was my dilemma, I was and am struggling because I didn't know if these birdies "bird watching" was what I wanted. I mean the emotions and ideas aroused were to my liking, but I wasn't sure if it was what I really wanted or if the attention was the part I was liking.

All in all, now that everything has settled in and I'm thinking sensibly, I'm glad I actually met this person today, unexpectedly too. It actually made me aware of myself and the birds and that person and my own feelings and thoughts. As well, I feel some pressure off of my shoulders and mind. If this meet up had been constantly talked about, but not executed or acted upon, I would still be in this struggle with myself and my birdies may just as well continue squawking at me, and I still feel like my feelings were unsettled. The puzzle has been put together and I realized there is nothing more to it. Nothing at all, I can't really explain my thoughts, but my mind is cleared and there's absolutely nothing more than possibly an addition to my flock of friends.

My final tweet to you birdies,
I know you guys are caring and considerate, and I appreciate everything you guys have done and said to me as it helped me seek deeper within and sort out the uncertain. For now, I will have this epiphany to look back on and learn from it for the unknown future.

<3 you birdies.
keep tweeting.