SCHOOL IS SO BORING. I want to quit BUT I know there's just two more months left and these 2 months will count alot since the teachers all seem to be wrapping up the week with tests. TWO MORE MONTHS AND IM DUN DUNNN DONE. My school has nicknamed the month of May 'May Disease' due to so many vacant desks.
Then there's Grad. I understand why people say its overated, some people do treat it as their biggest event of their lives; getting their hair done, makeup done and even nail appointments! Plus don't forget to tack on the $$$ they paid for their dress,shoes, accessories, etc. Like woman, I believe your wedding day should be your BIGGEST day but don't get me wrong, it is fun to celebrate 13 years of education and dress up and enjoy the time with your friends and family but wow the cost of Grad some people pay for does fly high! 11 more days.
SO I just want to get out of school, I'm actually more excited for my church's 25th anniversary, oh how fast time goes by, I can still remember the 20th one, and soon UP! so close yet so far so happy yet so scared so adrenaline shaking yet so don't know what to expect kind of mode.
Sadly I sense my group of friends at school seem to be broken in so many different ways. I don't even know how to explain it or where to start, its so complex and all I can do is pray for each of us yet it feels like we are drifting and it sucks, really does suck. Sometimes I feel so conserved from them like I can't even open up -its like an enterwined mess right now and I can only hope that God will detangle this messy friendship.
But to balance things out, God has made me feel so happy at church, its such a happy filling place and I love to be with my sic's & bic's (sisters/brothers in christ) and driming/spending time with them. I have a motto, Get SIC; Go BIG! (BIG= brothers in God.. kind of awkward but yeah I guess it could be BIC, and hence we'll be promoting the pen company hehe)
Church is home and home is home sweet home.
That's a good motto. :)
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