The weekend has been enjoyable after a week of a total of 5 tests. phew* ready for the big leagues soon.. well as I start to build my U of A schedule, it has been fun being able to pick what times you want to arrive at school none the less, but I have a major dilemma, I'm still on the edge of going into Arts ( which I'm condionally accepted into ) and head to Buisness in 2nd year OR switch over to faculty of ALES and head to Human Ecology and do the Textiles & Clothing major. I am so undecisive.
Arts->Business has been a recent interest since I'd finish Calm in gr.11 and discovered myself and yes I really would like to go into marketing and work with people and do some advertising and stuff but I have just too big of a passion for textiles and being able to make things or branch out to public relations and work with people through Human Ecology. So there you go, that's my dilemma I keep jumping back and forth, and I can't finish my schedule ever if i don't make a decision soon. I considered doing my first year in Faculty of ALES and if I don't like it, I'll head to business in my 2nd yr as long as I take all the pre requiste courses BUT first year of uni is really broad, and you just take all the neccessary courses i.e. math, english, stats, econ, maybe labs, which is a fear for me b/c people say labs are so long and you have so much writeups to do after each lab. So I don't know if I would get the FEEL for Textiles & Clothing judging by the first year.
My goal this week is to do lots of research on both sides and pray about God's leading for me, because without him, nothing will be successful.
Yesterday Night was a blast for me. It was my kindergarten friend's 18th birthday and she's flipino, so they have a big and glam tradition called a debut, in celebration of woman hood. To summarize, there's 18 roses, 18 guys (majority is relatives) that take turn dancing with her as they each hand her a rose. There's also 18 candles, all female (friends /family) who give her a birthday wish whom I was one of them. It was a joy to celebrate with her on her special day and being to be part of such a grand event was none the less enjoyable. Happy Birthday Stephanie!
I'm really glad that although I'd partied late, got home late, and went to bed late, my body's internal clock still woke me up before my alarm set at 8:30 and i was able to go to church still excited about what's to come. Church was not super exciting of course, but I was glad to see friends and others I wouldn't normally see on weekedays and enjoy a worship service and sunday school with them. 30 hour famine will be starting in 2 weeks! All the best to those fundraising, I'll be doing the famine but I won't be fundraising since I will be starting to fundraise for my internship to Urban Promise soon. That's another goal this week, getting my fundraising letter done and making a list of supportors.
So I titled my note today Red Light because I feel guilty for something I did unintentionally last night, driving home from the Debut @ Crowne Plaza. As you've suspected, yes i did drive through a red light but in the most ridiculous and unmorally way ever. I guess it was because it was my first time parking and getting out of the twisty and swirvy and circling parking lot of Crowne Plaza, and once your out of the parking lot, if you turn left you end up going down hill to the bridge and head South side, so I took the right turn and ended back downtown. So it was past 11:30pm and we (my 4 friends and I) were still pump from the aftermath of the debut. I was driving and I admit I wasn't as focus on the road as I should be due to talking to my friends and being all excited. So I saw the redlight and in my head I know a voice said "Stop and put your feet on the brake" and I did, but by the time I did, it was too late of a conscience and I ended up not having almost of a full stop until I was in the middle of the intersection, so i continued across the intersection-through a red light. LUCKILY because it was so late there was like zero to no traffic and once I drove crossed it, I felt irresponsible and a bad driver, but thankful that I survived. To my surprize, my friends didn't notice at all, all 4 of them were still a bit high from the fun I guess. So yea I'm sorry to my God, my license, and the roadrules. The car stopped on the other side probably thought I was drunk and nuts going through a red light so slowly. Sorry and who ever reading this probably doesn't want to get in my car for a while, but I've forgiven myself and I've learnt from that moment of a mistake. I just needed to let it out because I didn't let my mom know. Sorry, but thank the Big G. for watching over me.
bittersweet.
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