Here "I AM"

So here I am sitting alone in the UP house living room writing a blog. I am bored in a way although I stayed longer at camp to help the street leaders to finish up. Its nice to be in a quiet setting right now. Alone time. Reflection Time. Me & God.

Two weeks has gone by. Thinking back it seems so blurred.. well not fuzzy blurry but like a crazy mist of fog that hasn't disappeared. Everything seems so long ago: highschool and being a regular student, living at my own house, being in my own room, sleeping on my own bed. I've definitly accepted the fact that I'm in Vancouver and interning. So much seems to have happened- each day is stuffed from 6am to like 11pm. Now its resting time. Time to rejuvinate.

I've been thinking that I forgotten alot of basic things you learn as a kid. I forgotten how to share. Sometimes I like being the leader and being in control of 'my' things. But lately God has taught me or have forced me to share my role, my skills, and even things that are actually mine.
I don't mind it, its skills that I just have to learn all over again. Secondly I've been struggling with patience. Thank God that he anwsered my prayer request and I've received a assistant cooking teacher. But then again, I'm not so happy with whom I received. She is very difficult to cope with majority of the time and I find myself gossipping alot about her rather then aiding her. She's just slow, doesn't clean very well, most of all its all due to LAZINESS. I just need to vent and put that out there. She is lazy lazy lazy. But I know its because of this God put her with me so that she can learn from me and I can be her role model. I hope when I look back on this blog, I will see progress with her.

Well the weekend it is and my first camping trip ever. First authentic camping trip in tents & what people do on camping trips. I guess my past camp retreats living in cabins was definitly a joke! Well I'm excited and hopefully I don't get eaten by a bear.

"CAMP PEACE IS BLUEBERRIES \/"