Catching Up to Myself

Every week has honestly been a whirlwind since the start of this year. There always seems to be something to do, people to see, meetings, school work, Edmonton buzzes and the like. I feel like I've been constantly running on a rusty old engine in need of a tune up any moment no.

I'm enjoying everything I am involved with and partaking in, but I am stretching myself and I know it. Maybe its because its my last term in school that I have partly over committed in multiple areas, or perhaps I just can't say No? No, that's not it. It's rare that someone embraces their busyness and is passionate about what they are doing from school to extracurriculars, and even work. However, I am pushing it and I find myself having to make room for this limited means of time and secretly seeking innovative ways to multitask.

Now that I'm going head first into my final reading week ever, I'm starting to realize how fast school is moving along, how quickly certain events are coming, and how in disbelief I am that this time next year, I WON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL BE DOING!

To say I'm unsure of my future is a definite understatement. At the same time, there's an unspeakable joy bubbling inside of me for that next stage.

To think about what was going on this time last year... makes me question what in the world am I still doing here?


Dear Self, please enlighten me.