Today is my third anniversary of getting baptised along with many brothers and sisters on this date. I still remember many fine details even thought time cannot be rewind. The memories of that day was a big step for my "splash" of faith and thank the Lord!
Lately I've been questioning my education and my career path ahead of me. I'm in dilemma between which courses to take, course A or course B first?, what if that course is not offered later on?, I would also love to do a student exchange abroad at least during the summer or ideally for a whole term. Being the oldest I just feel its expected of me to finish school in four years, come out and find a job, but reality is, it doesn't always work that way: having a degree doesn't mean having a job and coming out four years later means I'll only be 21, I feel like that's such a small number. I would like to accomplish more in a way.
I'm also fighting within to figure out what I really want to do, I don't know how to depict this but as a struggle; I'm in a tug of war between decisions, decisions, decisions.
Well for now I will just focus on these remaining two days of class, anticipate the end of finals and voila' there goes first year!
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God will show you the way! He did for me so He'll do the same for you too! =) no worries!
Always got your back, SiC!
pick something.. stick with it.. don't second guess.. even if it doesn't turn out, it's a learning experience.. you didn't really waste time, it was just an inconvenience in delaying your progress to where you're really headed. if you didnt do what you chose, and realize it isn't what you really want to do, how else would you have gone about finding out? it all works out, don't worry!
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